deception is such a nasty idea. I really hate it. why do people run around saying one thing and doing something completely different? just give me the truth. I realize that more often than not the truth hurts. I hate pain just as much as the next person. but lying. I just can't stand it. I can deal with those other stupid things. but now I just can't trust you. what's worse is that I don't think I want to anymore either.